LupusNinja


Chronic pain and SLE.

Observing Life, instead of playing a part
Day by day, literally breaks her heart.

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And now I will sleep.

And now I will sleep.

It’s a bit hard sometimes to concentrate on gw2 when he does this.
Too adorable.

And well, of course the doctor didn’t had the time to figure out what’s wrong with me. The kidneys were fine, and no blood clot.
It’s irritating that it’s hard to breathe when I lay down and when the meds won’t help.

I am so tired, more than usual.
The pain is getting worse, and there is a new kind of pain. 

Anyhow, I’ve got some new friends in gw2, so that is nice.

I miss my cat so much. One month have passed now.

It’s a bit hard sometimes to concentrate on gw2 when he does this.
Too adorable.

And well, of course the doctor didn’t had the time to figure out what’s wrong with me. The kidneys were fine, and no blood clot.
It’s irritating that it’s hard to breathe when I lay down and when the meds won’t help.

I am so tired, more than usual.
The pain is getting worse, and there is a new kind of pain.

Anyhow, I’ve got some new friends in gw2, so that is nice.

I miss my cat so much. One month have passed now.

Tagged: lupuschronic illnessgw2golden retrieverpain

Having a chronic illness makes it hard to think positive, it makes it hard to be happy and most of all it makes it very difficult to enjoy life.

Source: mamas-still-doing-it-all

http://chronicallyinvisible.tumblr.com/post/97772453059/when-you-think-life-threatening-you-think →

chronicallyinvisible:

When you think ‘life-threatening’, you think death, you think dying, you think ticking clock. A threatened life is a life with a tangible expiry date. It’s a life that’s been viciously attacked by illness, an illness that gives a very strict deadline. And that’s devastating, it’s cruel, it’s…

Well this is new, also the bags under my eyes. It’s a bit heavy to breathe.
I’ve gained 2,5 kilos in a couple of days. 
Oho, a visit to the doctor on Monday.
But with my luck, nothing will show.

Pink is the way to go.

Well this is new, also the bags under my eyes. It’s a bit heavy to breathe.
I’ve gained 2,5 kilos in a couple of days.
Oho, a visit to the doctor on Monday.
But with my luck, nothing will show.

Pink is the way to go.

Tagged: lupussle

I feel so much hate towards the vets.

They didn’t take the illness serious.
He got ill on Saturday night, Sunday morning we went to the vet, he had lost a lot of weight. He is supposed to be at 4 kilos, now he was at 3,4.
He was tired and wanted to be alone, didn’t eat and he had not used the litter box since Friday.
He stayed until Tuesday, he still didn’t eat on his own when we got him home. His shape was worse, had lost more weight. But they had fed him every 3 hours.
On Wednesday we started feeding him with special food.
It was awful forcing him to eat, luckily I have a friend who knows how to do it.

Thursday morning he had lost 0,4 kilos. He was in a terrible shape. He had an fever, didn’t wanna be touched. The blood circulation was low.
We finally got the call from the vets who said he had a small infection so we rushed to the vets so he could get treatment.

When we told all the new things and that 1,2 kilos was gone. She said that the infection couldn’t had caused all this, it was too small.
So she talked to her colleges and they said that all pointed towards FIP.
The test would take a few days, they could treat him for the infection but it wouldn’t help much.

So we lost him.

Poor baby. :(

Poor baby. :(

Hopefully he can come home tomorrow.

Hopefully he can come home tomorrow.