How can anyone live like this?
I have no idea how to handle this pain, it’s worse than before and I feel like I’m slowly dying inside.
I swear, it would be better to be dead.
I never have to be alone in bed. Well, if Johan has food, then I’ll be alone.
Today the joints played it ruff, I couldn’t make it to my appointment at the hospital. And my heating pad broke a couple of weeks ago.
So I told him to come and cuddle and I lured him under the blanket, and then he putted his head on my chest and gave me a kiss. Then finally I could sleep, and 20 minutes later my friend came by.
She brought food and took the dog out, and we watched movies all day.
I love food.
And when she left the joints started once again, so I decided to take a bath. The hottest water the building can offer. Afterwards I was red but I felt great.
And for once, the painkillers are working.
I was horrified when I saw this. He had started to shed the skin.
I turned directly to google, didn’t find anything of use. Can you believe it? Google failed me!
So I called the vet, she told me to use a specific type of cream. And call after the weekend. And I was building up so nasty things in my head, it could be anything!
But after four days with “paws-baths” that he started to enjoy and with the cream. The result was stunning!
No doctor for Zwinto!
When I have a good day I feel like spending it with Zwinto. And make him the happiest dog in the world. It’s not so hard. ☺️
*playing hide and seek*
spooooooons, where are yooouuuuuuu
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