I am loosing friends, but somehow I don’t have the energy to keep a stable contact with them or hang out. I don’t really know, they are just fading away.
It’s not that hard to pick up the phone, or to send a text.
I talk more with my mother, not kidding!
Most about meds, doctors and how I’m feeling, but anyway.
Well, I do talk to my boyfriend everyday, but he lives with me, so doesn’t count in this case. (Sorry, but I do love you)
So, my wife lives just a couple of hundred meters away. Still I don’t visit as much as I should.
Anna, well she is always busy with other things, don’t know how she does it, but she does. She swings by time by time when I’m alone, just to chill and eat pizza.
And with Christine I go on walks or let the dogs play.
Sandra, well, she is miles away from here. But we’re always talking on fb.
Four friends. How hard could it possible be? Obviously hard enough.
I have sunrise, what now? So many hours spent on this.
And well, FSP has nothing to do in gold, that’s for sure.
Luckily it’s over now.
having a chronic illness is like being the princess from the princess and the pea. no matter what you do—what position you’re in, what meds you take, what stretches you do, what blankets and pillows you use, what creams or lotions you slather on, where you put your heating pad—no matter what, something always hurts.
Do not fake being okay. You only hurt yourself. Be real with what you’re going through, just don’t let it consume you.
I need a life that isn’t just about needing to escape my life.
It’s a bit hard sometimes to concentrate on gw2 when he does this.
And well, of course the doctor didn’t had the time to figure out what’s wrong with me. The kidneys were fine, and no blood clot.
It’s irritating that it’s hard to breathe when I lay down and when the meds won’t help.
I am so tired, more than usual.
The pain is getting worse, and there is a new kind of pain.
Anyhow, I’ve got some new friends in gw2, so that is nice.
I miss my cat so much. One month have passed now.
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