Oh, I have a new pain! How wonderful.
My life sucks.
Muscle pain causes tension - tension causes more pain.
This is me right now. I can’t sleep.
The pain takes over, I’m hoping the painkillers will work; but I often can’t sleep when I’ve taken them.
1: Painkillers, I maybe just maybe can sleep. Or get nausea, vomit, itchy nose, feel high, depressed etc etc.
2: Pain, no sleep.
Oh I take number one! The roulette!
Im so sorry my spoonies that you’re sick!;(
Living with a chronic condition, you experience loss in two ways – you mourn the way you used to live your life, and you worry about living life in the future.
- Laughing with Mr Lupus
So this weekend I’m really trying to get my guardian to lvl 40.
My friend said if I really play all weekend and don’t do nothing else I would be able to get there.
I don’t want to disappoint him, he is like pro. My god!
Well, I didn’t play all day but almost. Now I’m lvl 13 and I have only died five times, and that is amazing cuz I ALWAYS dies. ;)
I had to quit cuz my stupid body (that I hate) told me that I needed painkillers and sleep.
I don’t play so well on painkillers :p
Tomorrow my new bed is coming!
I spend so many hours of my life in the bed, so I felt that I deserved a new good bed.
Oh I can’t wait!
The bed I have now I old and very soft, this one is hard but soft in the same time.
Then our 180’ is complete.
I feel very happy!
The watch says; 12:57
I still haven’t slept at all.
I had so much pain in my stomach that I threw up and wanted to die.
I think I give up, time for some painkillers and hope for the best.
I would be thankful if someone could be adorable and give me a spoon.
I have none left for today.
Zwinto did take his time outside, but I don’t have the heart to not walk him before I almost fall asleep, I’m scared too get an hangover since my fiancé is at work. Sometimes I don’t take painkillers when he ain’t home. Just in case.
I just wanted to sit or lay down in the snow and drink ten liters of water, but if I drink too much I will throw up.
My hips hurt, I’ve been in bed since Saturday/Sunday I think. It’s nice here. And the cat and dog of course. I think my fiancé where home too.
The memory isn’t the best right now.
I just want to be abel to do things.
I can’t believe it’s been seven years this year since I lost my ability to do whatever I wanted to.
Thanks to lupus and the pain.
It took time to get a diagnose on what is causing the pain, I don’t know how many doctors who have ignored me. I have found some doctors who where awesome, but they left of course.
So this nervepain is hell.
And I got eczema 2011, it started small and escalated but finally I’m meeting a specialist soon! :D
I really whine a lot today!
Well it feels better to just write and share. You don’t have to read it.
I just want to break down and cry.
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