Everything hurts, I can’t sleep and I am so fucking tired! The pain meds just made me nauseas.
The only thing left to do is cry.
Muscle pain causes tension - tension causes more pain.
This is me right now. I can’t sleep.
The pain takes over, I’m hoping the painkillers will work; but I often can’t sleep when I’ve taken them.
So…
1: Painkillers, I maybe just maybe can sleep. Or get nausea, vomit, itchy nose, feel high, depressed etc etc.
2: Pain, no sleep.
Oh I take number one! The roulette!
Living with a chronic condition, you experience loss in two ways – you mourn the way you used to live your life, and you worry about living life in the future.
- Laughing with Mr Lupus
It's Lupus.......In your face House!: Lupus dictionary: irritated →
Anyone with chronic illness will tell you that they get annoyed with healthy people who think since your sick they want to hear all about how horrible they feel. Really we don’t, in fact we all hate it. I don’t want to hear about your sore throat or growing pains. I would give anything to have…
So this weekend I’m really trying to get my guardian to lvl 40.
My friend said if I really play all weekend and don’t do nothing else I would be able to get there.
I don’t want to disappoint him, he is like pro. My god!
Well, I didn’t play all day but almost. Now I’m lvl 13 and I have only died five times, and that is amazing cuz I ALWAYS dies. ;)
I had to quit cuz my stupid body (that I hate) told me that I needed painkillers and sleep.
I don’t play so well on painkillers :p
Tomorrow my new bed is coming!
I spend so many hours of my life in the bed, so I felt that I deserved a new good bed.
Oh I can’t wait!
The bed I have now I old and very soft, this one is hard but soft in the same time.
Then our 180’ is complete.
I feel very happy!
We really don’t know what is going on underneath a persons skin, so we shouldn’t make judgements like “you don’t look sick”.
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