Sleeping on Johan’s side, always when his gone.
And oh I have been in so much pain today, and I bought a ticket on the tramadol lottery! And I won!!!
I feel cozy and the pain is lower.
This should happen every time.
Muscle pain causes tension - tension causes more pain.
This is me right now. I can’t sleep.
The pain takes over, I’m hoping the painkillers will work; but I often can’t sleep when I’ve taken them.
1: Painkillers, I maybe just maybe can sleep. Or get nausea, vomit, itchy nose, feel high, depressed etc etc.
2: Pain, no sleep.
Oh I take number one! The roulette!
The pain is okay, can’t fix the pain in my back. But that’s okay.
I’m feeling cozy in my head, it’s like soft clouds inside.
I like that feeling, but sometimes the tramadol isn’t that nice.
Tramadol is like roulette.
Sometimes it takes the edge if the pain, sometimes the whole pain and sometimes nothing.
Well I’m of too sleep, I’m hoping for it!
Just hope I won’t have a hangover from the pills. Then I have a big problem.
Once my boyfriend had to lift me up from the floor and put me in bed, had no power what so ever and I felt horrible.
Haha, once my mother had to stop the car so I could puke.
Once I was going to be a bridesmaid, well fuck that. When my friend did my hair I ran and puked, when the bride came I puked some more, I didn’t get to be an bridesmaid.
I don’t know all the shit this meds has put me trough, but it’s worth it if it works that’s for sure!
Oh, the pain just got worse. How am I not surprised?
The pain is killing me, I cant sleep. The painkillers are messing with my head, and it just dont take the pain away, I’ve been off tramadol for a long time now and stilnoct, still the shit wont work!:(
I hate this so much, take this pain away.
The painkillers did work today, was out for three hours with the dog.
Thank you tramadol. Now I’m happy. :)
Saw Batman today.
Now I’m going to kill myself.
I’m dying here. Yes yes, or I wished I did.
Pain pain pain pain pain pain pain.
I want to die, fuck this :(
Now, waiting for the tramadol too kick in. If they do, do not trust painkillers.
Cuz sometimes they won’t help you, now I will suffer. Wohoo.
Can it be?!